5 months plus already since i gave birth to Zayyan. 

Still remember.. 

Day after he was born, seeing him on high cot on nasal prog, make me feel grateful to the Merciful he was safe and was not intubated. 

Still blurred at dat time wat syndrome he is having, both me n husband ‘berserah’ and praying  we both were strong enough to face this. 

Though not being able to beeastfed him, deep inside I kept a promise u’ll get breastmilk as long as I could give. 

He is now 3kg. 

Chaiyok chaiyok my boy 💪💪💪 

Boleh dah pakai rompers 0-3months. Hehehe. 

😆😆😆

Praying he can direct feeding soon

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Amin

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Happy new year 2017 to all

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#mohondoasemua 

#lifemustgoon 

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